Sunday, November 11, 2007 [ 3:31 AM ]

im sry.

MY FONE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED. so yea, DUN SMS me or EVN CALL me.. maybe i wont evn get my fone back la.. im so fucked up nw. &im GROUNDED fr th nxt 1 or 2wks la.. so.. ya.. dont evn bother asking me out.. CLASS CHALET? frgt abt it. lik nw, ive practically ZERO FREEDOM nw la.. handfone cnt use, hsefone cnt use n u juz grounded me.. wtffffffffffff. MUM, do tht agn n th one dying will nt be me anymre. n im dead serious. u cn use all sorts of way to threaten me nw.. bt i dun care. u're such a bitch.. seriously, if i dont respect u, i wont be calling u mum, if i dont obey u, i wont be going to sko anymre, if i dont care abt u, i wont be cming hm frevr. u always ask me to think abt my mistakes, bt u shld too u knw. so wat if u're my mum? i hv my human rights de okay. n lik, u saying tht u wan to slap me? cane me? slap fr all i care, cane fr all u wan.. bt, doing this cn guarantee u tht i wont be talking to u evr, or worse, i wont evn cme hm aft i stepped out. i knw u hv always been disappointed in me, bt im mre disappointed in u den u r in me. u said u care, bt u dun evn knw whn im sick. n u always say, im playing instead of studying. bt i really did study. n u evn cntrl hu my frens are.. lik this mrning, someone call me, n u din evn tell me.. u juz tell tht person im slping. wth? nw i dun evn knw hu called. n wtf? my sister's fone cnt find, den u say it's me hu took it. EHHHH MRS, PLS LA. IM SLPING RITE? HW TO TAKE? N SUMMRE WHICH EYES OF URS C ME TAKING IT? NV SEE RITE? DEN DUN ANYHW ACCUSE.. den whn my sister found it, u diamdiam, walkaway.. u gt apologise mah? n lik, u said u dun understand me because i dont tell u wat i wan.. BT HELLO? WHNEVR I TRY TO EXPLAIN, U'LL JUST SHUT ME OFF. SO UR FAULT OR MY FAULT? n u always brk ur promise, u hv no rights to say i brk mine too. cuz at least i tried, n do u evn knw th feeling of being stressed out during exams? no. so stfu.
--i really hope u cn see this bloody post n think abt it urself.

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i sry fr wat my mum did. really sry..

u may be hating me nw.
u may be angry w me nw.
u may be thinking tht im th one hu landed u into so much trouble.
wdv it is, i'll respect ur decision de.

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