Friday, January 18, 2008 [ 7:22 PM ]

im just a sidekick.

& yay my POA book - founded!! thankyou so much joshua :D

sko, vry sian. except during maths lesson.. tingxie i gna fail. english hwk. mr au yong didnt cme fr history lesson tday. had fire drill & it's so hot, im lik getting baked. dismissal.

went to np rm. w8 awhile thn chionged to change into pt kit. blahblahblah. training started.. nt vry gd, i guess. th sec1s rock, thrs lik so many of them & i hope they stay. was vry pissed. dismissal, debrief.

w8ed fr joe & company. thn walked to bishan mrkt. monkey-ed on th way bcuz of JOE TAN YU WEI. he use th thing & whack me. SO PAIN CN.. ha..

still VRY pissed & it's nt bcuz of th joshua or jiasheng.. okay it's just someone. somehw i feel redundant. i feel lik wdv i do doesnt make a difference. am i really so useless tht my effort will nv be appreciated? & lik, no matter wat.. i cn nv win you.. in evry aspects of life. im as gd a loser. evn tho someone said im nt. bt i think i am.
ooh yea whn we were walking to yishun interchange gt this pair of brother & sister. wahlao ehh th sis so heartless.. feel lik boxing her :P bt really la. damnit.